Oct. 24 the start of a stressful week

I know for a fact that this week is going to be too stressful for me but I will maintain a smile. I am begining to feel like a lot of things that I want for myself really are not ment for me because I am always so iffy about them. But today something told me to start looking at Pratt Institute for college but honestly I cant even focus enough on the schools I already have on my list so I guess no early admissions for me =(. I wish October was not so busy for me with jugling work, cheerleading and all this college stuff I really feel like im not going to be done by Monday. GOD HELP ME