Oct. 14 Down physically and emotionally

I dont understand why I been so irrattated and bi-polar like but I know Toni and everybody else is starting to think I really am bi-polar. He told me that yesterday but I didn't take it how I usually do i actually felt some type of way lastnight. I couldn't walk up the stairs today because my knee was really hurting I could barely sleep at all lastnight it was a mess. my mother had the nerve to ask me could I walk after I got dressed and limped down the steps. People need to stop asking rhetorical questions at the wrong times. Honestly I dont want to go to the doctor because the take to long and I get charged for something I could have done which is stretch and wrap my knee.-_- Kendie helped me up the stairs in school but she was walking faster then me but it's the thought that counts lol. I sat in practice because I felt bad that I couldn't practice but stuff happens it's life. Me and Bri walked well she walked and I limped to Kendie house because she left us and I hope she read this and feels bad. My knee was cracking and tightening up like crazy it was really hurting but I got over it. I wanted to play but I couldn't so I had to watch stupid Jersey Shore (ewwwww) I hate that show. but I did have a good time and I got two candy apples by the end of the night.