I really realized that the mood you go to bed with has the ability to stick with you and last night I went to bed annoyed. Im starting to see why I was single for so long like having to worry about other people's feelings because you care about them is so annoying. I know I'm not the best girlfriend in the world but gosh you dont have to make me feel like that or you dont want to be with me. But I did have the opportunity to talk to some of my male friends to help me. ( I hate talking to girls about my boy problems because they give bad advise sometimes). The more I try to understand I get confused and irratated. When I got home from practice I called my god-brother's wife to see if I still had to watch her daughter but she didn't answer so I got ready for bible study. She called back in bible study but I was learning about being a disciple. When I called her back she tried to get in my bushes because I couldn't watch her daughter yesterday but I figured if you don't know someone you would like to meet them if they are taking care of your child and you wouldn't ask 3 hours in advance if you could have asked yesterday. That sort of messed up my night then Toni came over and annoyed me so I went to sleep on him because we were clashing. at least i get my shoes tomorrow.
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