Nov. 12 The Expo

The Expo was today I had a good time with everybody it helped me see who I should keep in my life because they helped me get over being nervous. I saw a lot of schools but I know I could have gotten in but I dont go to places like that because I rather have a challenge in front of me.I was mad though because Howard took so long to come and they where the ionly reason why I went and they didnt even do on site admissions but I guess its better of me so they can read my essay and have a better idea of who I am. I did get into Dillard and they have my majors but I dont think I would go there. I want to go to Pratt so bad but I keep feeling like Im going to get rejected because I want to go there so bad. Im getting irratated becaus epeople have little faith in me but i have to just shake it off because GOD already said that great things will come from me so Im not tripping off them but I know they better not ask for nothing from me in the future.

I had work after Expo I think Hannah mad at me because I couldnt come in early but I really dont care. Kristen came in early though. surprisingly we get along so well and it makes Hannah so mad =). We had too much fun at work today but Hannah kept trying to put me down nut I was calm even hough I wanted to go off on her.  I really can controll my temper better now and Im proud of myself now. But I think Im going to sleep when I get home, too many people today.