Nov. 6 Church

My mommy did opening prayer in church today I so proud of her she moving up in the church game. i got to see my Charlie today I missed him so much we sat next to each other and had a good time like old times. Geey came to church to he my new friend h looked all nice and attractive but we was in church so I only said hi. for the rest of the day I going to try to get my mommy to take me shopping because i love her =).

Nov. 5 First Saturday without KAYKAY

So I dont really feel all too well today and I have to work, this is going to be a long day. KayKay is gone so its just me and Kiristen today she is cool I guess we really dont talk all to much but when we doo its too funny. Neither of us think that Hannah likes us but who really knows. Tymmy brought me hot chocolate at work today because I didnt really al too peachy. I thoght that was so cute that he actually cares that much to make sure I get better. He couldnt stay long because he had to go out and I was working but after heleft so many people came in. I keep seeing hairy females too and that wasnecver attractive to look like your botfriend or husband please get it together ladies. I was suppose to see Tymmy when I got off but he was still out. Instead I saw my childhood friend Justen he likes me and Im not quite sure why because if I knew me for that long I wouldnt like me.

Nov. 4 No school but Work

Tymmy came over for a little while before I had to go to work. We just played around and ate nothing to serious. I wanted to go outside but it wqas way too cold to play today. We left my house arounf 1:55 so I could go to work but I kept forgetting stuff so I wqas like 2 minutes late but it was okay because I came in early. I worked alone and that was good because I only like one of the two new girls and she didnt work today. it was slow but I got through it. Went to bed early because I was tired of standing and being bored all day.

Nov. 3 Pep ralley

So I was ay too confused today because the cheerleaders where suppose to be making some type of poster thing for the football players and nobody knew what time we were suppose to leave. I was late to third period messing around with them but its okay I guess I just have to get him a pass. I ws nervous to perform at the pep rally but I honestly dont know why because its never that serious. I guess its just a good nervous feeling to make me want to do better because even though people dont believe me I so shy its crazy. So we performed it was oka the pep rally could have been better but mmhm. Tymmy walked me home because it was the cute thing to do and on our way home my coach say us and yelled "AAAAAWWWWWW AMBER!!" out the window then I saw my chorus teacher from middle school and he said awww too it was funny. but my day ended well for the most part.

Nov.2 Piecing it together/ GameTime

I hate when I have to write about certain experiences because I get all emotional and its a mess. I wanted to cry writting my essay but since I dont cry in public I held it all in. I was excited though because powder puff was today and I have my team all around me oday and they kept me going. I would have to say that me and Andrea was dropping the juniors because they started tackling first so we had to let them know. Im just a little upset that they where trying to jump Jessica at the end and that I came out with bruises on my leg like
GOSH it was never that serious. It was a "cute" game.

Nov. 1 Editing this Essay

So today I had practice for powder puff and cheerleading and it was pretty good. I talked to Mrs. Catherell about my essay and she said that she would help me with it. I always have this problem where the writing is good but its not focused and structured. I need to work on that before college because my thoughts always come faster then what I can type or write. Working on the structure of my experience essay tonight wish  me luck.

Oct.31 Halooween

I went trick otr treating today but it was super cold. I guess I still want to secreatly be a little kid but its hard when you HAVE TOO grow up. Tymmy walked me home from school which I was surprised he did because I had to stay after school for my recommendation letters and to talk to a couple of teachers about some things. I hope that everything comes together as planed because I think I atually know for sure what I want but I dont know if its what I am supopse to do. But anyway it feels like we skipped fall and went straight into winter  because I think I am slowly but surely getting sick. HOPE I FEEL BETTER.