Nov.29 Akward Tuesdays

Since me and Charlie arent really on picture perfect terms Im  not sure if I want to be around him at all. On Tuesdays bible studyis the only thing on my mind best I get to release from the negative energy....well for the most part. I guess some people dont really understand that either about me but I love me so yeah thats all that matters in the end. So I go through school and practice as I would any other day but I feel myself getting on edge. But I ignore it; its probally just stress. Church was good when  the time  came I kind of didnt want to talk to Charlie so I really didnt as much as I would. He texted me and everything but its not the same I think he really messed up this time. I got that akward feeling around him now.......