Sep.12 Really it's Monday again?????-_-

So today was so unintersting nothing but another average Monday. Went to school and my schedual as I normally would. With so much on my mind to the point I was drained completely. It's starting to feel like no matter how much sleep I get it is never enough. I went to practice after school. Practice was practice nothing but girls. I was only waiting to get home to watch Bad Girls Club I was tooooo pumped about it because I missed most of the season so I watched it while I did my homework. My boo came over and helped me a little bit with my homework but he was trying to act upset about watching Bad Girls Club I thought it was cute because he knew he didn't have a choice in what he was watching. I did feel a smidgit bad because I was controlling the television and doing my homework so we flipped back and forth between BGC7 and Family Guy and Futurama. I was toooooooo mad with him because his funky self wanted to go to the store while BGC7 was on so we ran there by the time we go back we missed the fight -_- I was mad. So he went home around 11 or so. I had a good day =)

Sep.11 2011 Evolution

So today I was kind of sad for the most part have no idea why but then I get to church and my church family really made me smile and feel really good about everything. Our assistant pastor is going of to a new church to become pastor I did not cry because I know God has a bigger plan for her life rather to just be an assisatnt pastor in Baltimore. After church I spent some time with my loves Charlie and Quan and they really made me smile, they made me feel  like how a male suppose to make a female feel it was really nice. I wrote my AVID induction bio thing today and when I was looking for a picture to send in I went to my album account on line and I started to look at my changes and developements and I was about to cry and that was only from ninth grade but then I started to look at all my old pictures from middle school and it made me remmber how simple and full of bliss life was. It's like the older we get the more stress we put on ourselves by wanting so much but why cant we all just take time to think about the blessings of today and just wait for tomorrow??? Like we put so much stress on ourselves to the point we start to look old and ugly not saying that aging is unattractive but when your looking like you had a hard life at ten and you never had any type of struggles you have to get it together. I really love my life and how I always expressed myself in any way but never really had a care in the world what people thought and the pictures showed beining yourself makes life  ore enjoyable and it keeps you smiling =). Maintain a smile in every situation and your true beauty will always shine through.

Induction post

Amber Mc Kenzie has been an AVID scholar since grade nine. She did not really know what she was doing in AVID but as time went on she realize it was not an awful thing to be apart of. She came to terms with having to be a scholar so she has been involved in cheerleading in school and church activities after school hours. Amber is aspiring to major in pre-med to become an obstetrician and minor in fashion administration to become a fashion designer. She has always dreamt outside of the box so finding a college that offered both of these studies that was a high-quality selection was extremely difficult but she managed to narrow down her choice. Her top five picks thus far are NYU, Duke, Emory, UCLA and Howard all of the listed schools offer pre-med but not all offer fashion. She has been co-captain of varsity and junior varsity cheerleading squad. Amber has also helped put together giving back to less fortunate families during the holidays with her church.  During her junior and senior year she has been juggling cheerleading, working at a hair store, church activities and school. Amber is working on boosting her SAT scores and filling out applications for college. Right know she is focused on school to balance her busy schedual.

Sep.10 The Thigs I see at Work

So today it was slightly more busy then usual and I know that I shouldn't judge people at first glance but people need to know how to come out the house. I also know that I work in a hair store and peple come in to get the proper utilities to better themselves later on but that does not mean you can come out the house with your hair all over the place. I was taught that a women's hair is her glory and every  male that I associate myself with says the same thing you canwhat kind of person some one is by their HAIR, nails and feet. So why do i see some of the most horrid things walk into my job it makes me think black people hate theirselves; I know this sounds racist but dang if you can't carry your appearence right then I know your hygeine is poor so you must hate yourself. (Reminder cleanliness is next to godliness.) Well mostly people in Baltimore because when I go out the state they appear to be clean (for the most part) but it might just be Saturdays who knows. And today some random light skinned girl showed me her stomach mind you it was the flabby kind because she had kids but she was trying to get me to het her stuff for free like everybody else tries to do but I need my job so that was a no. I did read some of my book today horray for me in between assisting people but I wanted to go home so bad the sky was just as confused as I was today so it made me a little uneased.

Sep.7 2011 It's always something

Today was so hectict for me. School time was usual nothing fantastic or spectacular just work, descussion and more work. It was not until the middle of fourth period that I found out that we needed to have a meeting in cheerleading. I was waaaaaaaaaay to confused to think what it could be I mean we didnt have any problems that week but since no one was aware of what was going on I guessed it was nothing to worry about. When we finally get to practice Coach Meghan was looking a little melancholy but I just figured it was because it was gloomy outside then I saw cheerleaders looking the same way. When we all get together we find out there may not be a junior varsity squad this season any more and the people called on the announcements may be getting bumped up to varsity. This made too much controversy amoungst everyone people cried, call their parents ect.  (too many girls means tooo many emotions ugh). I cant say I didn't care because I love my jv sisters but they were crying like somebody killed their cat or something it wasnt the end of their world or anything just a short momentary break from cheering gosh. I couldn't say all this to my little sister on jv because she was already crying way too much for what Im use to but I comforted her as much as I could. Im really no good with people that I just met and their emothions and I usually dont get tears we just try to stay strong but I think i help because I got her to smile and stopped crying for a while. I felt confused and accomplished that I could hhelp today!!!! =)

Sep.7 More Rainy days

Rain kills me when we have school. Im tired, cant focus and I always feel sick when im not it's annoying after a while. Days like this is when they need to have the heat on in school or something because this is just awfull. Its not like I want to complain but gosh we need a slight delay or something. I was so relieved i did not have to go to practice today I was not in the mood to be around so many emotions today . I did get alot of work done today school wise so I am proud nof my self for not just going to sleep because of the rain.

Sep. 6 2011 Cotton Candy Bubble Gum swirl

Everything just felt so rushed. I was thinking way too much about things that really arent that important to the rest of my life. I still am a little upset that my hair is pink i feel like bubble gum -_- ugh (I hate pink), up well Ill get over it this stuff happens all the time with my hair.I was supper tired today im starting to think work, cheerleading and school is not something I need to do right now but it is still the second week of school so I think my body has to get use to this new sleep schedual, it is super hard because Im always so tired after practice but never want togo too sleep so I can focus on my homework. I NEED TO GET IT TOGETHER AND FAST!!!!!!!!