Nov. 25 The morning after

In all honesty I was tired of Thanksgiving food yesterday bt I ate some for breskfast to start my day. I started to get dressed to start my day after me and Drea had siter time. I went out with my friend before I went to work. I did feel bad for leaving my baby home because I never get to see her but she understood. As I thought about these last two days I realized that it never matters what others say because my family will always have me no matter what. like I got them sick as usual but they really took care of me and I did the same in return. I really love them. =)

Nov.24 Thanksgiving

I felt way better then last night because I can breathe now. All morning me, Drea and my mother were cooking but I got everybody a little sick so we made the best of it. We listened to all the old classics. Me and Drea danced around in the kitchen as we listened to Chaka Khan and the Temtations. I could tell my mommy wanted her boys there with us but thats life. Everything isnt ment to be how we want it because themn they would have to bring their "bagage". It was a good day to spend with the famnily. My friends wanted me to come over but it wouldnt have been the same. Its always different when its just you and yours thats when you feel the genuine love.

Nov. 23 DEATH

So Im mad because I didnt have to present yesterday and I went to school so now I feel worse then before. Coach said we had practice today and we didnt so I had to wait outside in a jean jacket for my mother. Well atleast Tymmy waited with me. I was so cold and I  could feel myself starting to get way worse. The only good thing was that we had our food rag today and I made the best out of that. When I got home I was weak and tired but couldnt sleep. I had real bad chills and couldnt really breathe. I swear Im about to die because it should never hurt this much to breathe or sleep or atleast try to sleep. I heard Drea downstairs but I was to weak to move. I had to call her to tell myh mommy to get me some real medicine. Drea brought me up some tea. They gave me some drugs and I went to sleep. I really felt like DEATH.

Nov. 21 Off to School

So I woke up this morning and got ready for school. I really didnt want to but I knew I had to, to present in fourth period. When I got to school I didnt see Ian  so I was confused because she is hallarious. Since I been blonde for forever I guess people forgot who I was. I been changing my hair and hair color like this since middle school. People wierd. But it doesnt matter because I like it.. I had practice today too. Im really starting to hate cheerleading and its not because of the sport its the people everybody wants to be fake durning try-outs  or try to show off like ewwwww yall not getting far like that because you cant keep it up forever. but Im going home to try to finish this stuff if im not to tired.

Nov.21 Home sick

So I stayed home today thinking it would help me feel a litle better for tomorrow. The thing is I actually feel descent but to be on the safe side Im going to stay home. I think it would be better since I have a presentation to present tomorrow. I worked on my porfolio today when I wasnt sleepy or feeling weak. For the most part im done the shirt I just have to do some editing and make it a bit more "wearable". This is getting sort of stressful when I have to do everything for the moost part on my own but this is what I want so Im going to do it. =) Oh and I finally changed my hair color I was tired of being blonde. I was a faithful blonde but its time for something new. Im thinking carribean blue =)

Nov. 20 NO BETTER

I still feel bad but I went to church. It usually makes me feel better and it did because I felt like death when I woke up now i just feel like half of Death :(.  I dont think I should go to school tomorrow  but I know I should to learn and all that jazz. I keep listening to Rihanna and its kind of creepy that this s ong wont get out my head.But I need to go take a nap or something so BYE!!!!!!!!!!!

Nov. 19 Finally

I finally got the maniquine from Drea to start my designs so they can finally get out of my head. I have to go get some mor fabric but I dont feel like asking my mommy. I was so cold today  I think Im getting worse. I went to work and couldnt wait for Khristen to come in because I was bored and their daughter was there and she getts to close. I dont like when children Im not too fond of get in my personal space and touches my stuff. And she sloppy so I didnt know if she washed her hands or anything so it was kind of gross. When Khristen came in it started getting fun after Hannah left. We played in some wigs and just acted a foo for the rest of the day. I was okay besides the fact I felt TERRIBLE.