Jan 9-13 Why you?????

I meet you a while ago and if feels like we getting reacquainted all over again. It's like we started talking again with the most perfect timing.,If it was a month earlier you would have hated me because I wouldn't have enough time for you but know it all works out. I always told myself I would never talk to any more light skin males because they have EVERYTHING the matter with them then you have dreads to so you really remind me of my stupid @** brother. But you seemed to have proven me wrong when we spent time together for the first time I was nervous because I didn't want to come off too doofy but you made me so comfortable. WOAH I think I like you.........

Sundays

Something about church gives me a since of relief. I'm not sure if its the people but I know God is the realest. Sometimes its like he puts the right people in your life that he know you would never want to let go of. That is how I feel about my Quan and Charlie because I know if I didn't have them to talk to when I feel like nobody else would listen I would be a mess right now. I LOVE MY BABIES LIKE NOBODY KNOWS!!!!!!!!!!

Jan. 6 and 7 WORK

I know everybody is bored reading about my day at work. I do the same thing every Friday and Saturday, I come in deal with ignorant people and go home. People still have not changed their old ways in 2012 its no hope for people now a days. People don't have good hygiene and they are rude. GET IT TOGETHER PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to go home and sleep.

Jan. 5 feeling like another day

This is crazy like this is the first year none of my siblings been home for my birthday. SMH but hey I guess thats what happens when your the youngest. I dont feel any older just more annoyed but its my birthday so Im going to keep smiling.......

Jan. 2

Everything is done for NYU and Duke so all I have to do is focus on is Pratt. Making sure that my portfolio is perfected is hard because stuff keeps acting crazy. I have three days to make sure everything is right. I completed my application and now its just my portfolio. I have to take my time and pray that everything falls into place.

Jan. 1 New Year

When I got home I was tired and emotional so I went to sleep. People dont understand how a smile can be so deceiving. I have to put on smiles for the rest of the year so no one actually knows what is going on on the inside. I guess this year has to be more about me and do better. I know a lot of people are going to be mad at me.

Dec.31 New Years Eve

I got up around ten or so again and got dressed to go into work at ten. I got in and helped a few customers before Kirsten came in. I thought she wasn't going to come in today I was about to be sooooooooooo mad. But the day went like any other Saturday a lot of laughs and talking. When I got home my family was getting on my nerves so I texted Shareefa to see what the plans for tonight where. I didnt go to church because I couldn't be around my mother for another moment. So I brought the New Year in with my babies.......